And I will always love you

We found love in the hardest times.

Q&A / Tumblr

 I got it from Tumblr, I just reblogged it from my friend, and I felt bored :D So here you go!


1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
- Yes :)

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
- Why not? Hahaha, but sorry man I have one.

3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
- I dunno

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
- Yes, I would

5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
- Nope, none.

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
- Yes.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
- Barong T's, shorts, barefoot

8. How often do you listen to music?
- Everytime I have the chance

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
- Jeans

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
- Hmm, maybe

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
- Social on Facebook/Twitter but Antisocial on life.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
- YES!

13. What about ‘R’?
- Hahaha, nope.

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
- Nope

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
- Somehow yes

16. Are you going out of town soon?
- Yes :)

17. When was the last time you cried?
- This morning

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
- Of course

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
- I would. I'd pick green.

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
- My boyfriend would

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
- Pollution.

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
- OF COURSE :)

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
- Nope! I won't date my sister :p

24. What are you sitting on right now?
- Chair

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
- Yes, my boyfriend.

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
- I have

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
- I forgot

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
- A LOT

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
- Malioboro

30. Does anyone hate you?
- I bet there is

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
- Nope. No.

32. Do you like watching scary movies?
- Sometimes

33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
- No, thank you

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
- 4th grader I guess

35. Did you have a dream last night?
- I did, but I forgot what I dreamt

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- Just now, via text

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
- No, no, maybe 10 years later

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
- I bet there is, even not my boy :p

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- Yes, my boyfriend

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
- Yes :)

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
- Yes

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
- Maybe. Yes. I will.

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
- Yes, my boyfriend (again)

44. What’s the best part about school?
- Talk with friends

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
- I do have, a lot

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
- OF COURSE.

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
- Yes, I always do that on my spare times

48. Were you single over the last summer?
- If you tell me that Summer happens on June or around that, I won't be single. But if you tell me that Summer happens on December, I was single.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
- Almost.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
- Sleep?

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
- No, actually I love him.

52. Are you nice to everyone?
- Let them judge.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
- I HAVE.

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
- I'm in a relationship for 9 months currently and everything is fine.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
- Maybe?

56. Do you think you like someone?
- Yes, I like my boyfriend. Not only like.

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
J for Jati? Yes.

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
- Hmm, actually I prefer with boys.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
- They have.

60. Do you hate anyone?
- Someone? Yes. I do.

61. How’s your heart?
- Faaaaaaaaaaaa-iiiiine.

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
- THERE IS.

63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
- Duh, of course

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
- I dunno, some backstabbers I guess

65. Are your toenails painted pink?
- No, red actually

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- Let see.

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
- CORRECT!

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
- Luckily, I haven't

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
- Hmm. Daddy?

70. How do you look right now?
- Well, I feel pretty.

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
- My bear

72. Can you commit to one person?
- Yes, I can.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
- YESSS. BISMO TRIASTIRTOAJI, OMG, I MISS THAT GUY

74. Have you ever felt replaced?
- Yeeessss

75. Did you wake up cranky?
- Sometimes ;)

76. Are you a jealous person?
- Hmmm, sometimes :p

77. Are relationships ever worth it?
- I think my relationship with my boy is worth it right now

78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
- Hmm, not sure

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
- My friends. My best friends. Oooh, i miss them

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
- Wash my clothes. Go around.

81. Last person you cried in front of?
- ALFONSUS DAMARJATI PERMANA

82. Is there someone you will never forget?
- My father, my mother, my sisters, my brother... Actually there will be a lot of person that I won't forget

83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
- YEEEES. VERY PROTECTIVE. HAHAHA

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
- Hmmm... ;))

85. Are you over your past?
- From now on, I'm over it.

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
- Actually the thing happen is I ever liked a boy and now he became my best friend.

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
- YES. I've mentioned that ;)

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
- I would :)

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
- Hahaha, of course :)

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
- Nope, if I haven't forgotten

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
- I have been in relationship for 9 months ;))

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
- Michael... Michael... Michael Schumacher? I know someone who named Michael, but forgot who.

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
- Never.

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
- Hahaha, we were messed up in February.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
- Yes, and that's why we're in touch for 9 months

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
- QUIRINA SUKMA PRATIWI IS ATTRACTIVE? I'm gonna say yes.

97. Who do you have texts from?
- My boyfriend, Rina, and moments ago I got from Christine.

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
- I dunno

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
- Yes

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
- Some strangers.

101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
- Nope. Maybe I'll try someday :p

102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- Nope

Sunday Afternoon Syndrome

I began to start listening to slow rock, jazz or something calmy and make your days feel like Sunday afternoon laidback.
That's the feeling everytime I listened Led Zeppelin and Red Hot Chili Peppers these days.
The days that I spend my time with dad with his Jag or Morris Minor.
The moments that I felt love.
A really pure love.

And I start to listen to Adele. And I wish it was Sunday afternoon. And I wish we have known each other long time before.




But I don't wish for any goodbyes.

My life in a post

Hello people :)

Since I haven't post anything for few days, I would like to post some picture post in quick! Cause I have to do my physics report ASAP.

I don't have pictures of the latest myself, but I have some pictures to burn show you.

I only edited two photos of my bear's narcissism, and fyi, the plaid ribbon is actually the plaid of my school skirt :p A friend of my friend made some hair accessories with some materials using an old plaid of school skirt (or maybe tie)

I guess I haven't told you that at my school, we have cooking class. So this time, we made some muffin, (I don't it look like muffin, cause I don't really think the baking soda really works) but it taste good :)

blur!

OKAAAY, In Javanese lesson, we were 'tasked' to make a wedding invitation (in Javanese Krama!) and I made this by myself :p and of course, my partner will be my boyfriend.

OHAHAHA, I just wished it comes true :)

(and if it comes true, I guess I shouldn't invite my teacher again in 11 years later :p)

BYE!

Why do you stoop so low? 

Am I the last to know?

(Bullet For My Valentine - Last To Know) 

100 truths

Got this mini-game from my friend. This is my 100 truths :)

1. Real name : Clara Victoria Padmasari
2. Nickname(s) : Clara, Clarvic, Vic, Victo, Victor, Padma
3. Fav. color :All of them
4. male/female : Female
5. Nursery/Kindergarten: TK Yos Sudarso
9. Hair Color : Black
10. Tall or Short : Short
12. Phone or Camera : Camera
13. Health freak : Nope
14. Orange or Apple : Apple
15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes, my boyfriend
16. Eat or Drink : Both
17. Piercings : Ears
18. Pepsi or Coke : Can I have some Fanta?

HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane : Yes
20. Been in a relationship : Yes
21. Been in a car accident : No
24. Best friend(s):

25. First award :I forgot
26. First crush: Some boy at kindergarten
27. First word :Mama?
28. Zodiac Sign : Gemini
29. Last person you texted : Alfonsus Damarjati Permana 
30. Last person you talked to :Monika Atin
31. Last person you watched a movie with :Alfonsus Damarjati Permana
32. Last food you ate : Choco-dol
33. Last movie you watched :Yes Man
34. Last song you listened to : The Thespian - Alesana
35. Last thing you bought : Pencil and papers
36. Fav Food : I EAT EVERYTHING
38. Fav Drink : I DRINK EVERYTHING
39. Bottoms :

40. Fav Flowers : Lotus and Rose
41. Animal : Dog
42. Colour(s) : All of them
43. Fav Movie(s) : The Godfather
44. Fav Subject : Art


HAVE YOU EVER:
(Put an X in the brackets if yes)
45. [X] fallen in love with someone.
46. [X]celebrated Halloween.
47. [X] had your heart broken.
48. [X] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [X] had someone like you
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [X] did something I regret.
54. [X] broke a promise.
55. [X] hid a secret.
56. [X] pretended to be happy.
57. [X] met someone who changed your life.
58. [X] pretended to be sick.
59. [X] for holiday actually left the country.
60. [X] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [X] cried over the silliest thing.
62. [X] ran a mile.
63. [X] went to the beach with your best friend.
64. [X] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [X] disliked someone
66. [] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend.

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating : No
68. Drinking : No
69. Listening : Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold
70. Sitting/Laying : Sitting
71. Plans for today : Sleep
72. Waiting for : Highway of hell

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids : Yes
74. Want to get married : Yes
75. Career : Emm... Hmm... Layout Designer?
76. Lips or eyes : Lips
77. Shorter or Taller : Taller
78. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic
81. Hook-up or relationship : Relationship
82. Looks or personality : Personality

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes
84. Snuck out of a house : Yes
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense : Nope
87. Broken someone's heart : Yes
88. Been in love : Yes
89. Cried when someone died : Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself : Sometimes
91. Miracles : Yes
92. Love at first sight : Yes :D haha
93. Good Luck: Nope cause it's not working for me
94. Santa Claus : Yes... in form of my parents... and my boyfriend
95. Aliens :Yes
96. Ghosts : Yes

TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you really want to be with right now : Yes, Alfonsus Damarjati Permana, forever and always
98. Do you know who your real friends are : I know WHO THEY ARE
99. Post something about yourself: Weird
100. Are you going to post this as 100 Truths : Yes


Rules: Don't be a party-pooper. Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. Tagged means "I'm interested in knowing what are your 100 truths". (To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter yours

Current facebook profile picture. Me and my Jati ♥

Sticky Stickly

Just wanna show you off about my artwork. I made some stickers for school souvenir, and... it's limited for Immaculata students (Junior High), and Student Organization Members :p Check them out.

8 months

So, two days before, Jati my boyfriend made me a box of chocolate for celebrating our 8 months :) hehehe, how sweet I know. So, he made this by himself with a little help from his grandma and his sister. And one sentence to describe it is = I LOVE IT. I really like it so much, but I think the chocolate is too sweet, but it's okay overall :)